I dedicate this to you. P/S: ignore the grammar :D

WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR YOU TO REPLY MY TEXT ?

I'VE BEEN TEXT YOU BY SAYING GOOD NIGHT FOR 3 DAYS, AND NOW, LOOK! YOU STILL DON'T REPLY.

I TIRED MY BEST TO KEEP OUR FRIENDSHIP. UNFORTUNATELY, YOU'RE AVOIDING IT.

FYI, YR ATTITUDE REALLY GOT ME. I ADMIT THAT I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
IF I SAY " LEAVE ME ALONE", THAT'S MEAN I WANT YOU TO STAY. I'M JUST SAYING LIKE THAT BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO LET YOU GO.

I FEEL SO TRAP IN THIS LIFE FOR BEING SO IN LOVE WITH YOU! I WISH I NEVER MET YOU SOMETIMES.
I THOUGH YOU ARE A SPECIAL PERSON THAT I CAN TRUST .
BUT, LIKE WHAT IT SAYS ' NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER'.

I'M HERE, ALL ALONE STAY FAITHFULLY LOVING YOU, AND YOU'RE OUT THERE WITH ANOTHER GIRL.

-THANKS A LOT FOR YOUR FAKE LOVE-

Whoaaaaaa :D

Haaaaaaaaaaaay!

On Monday, I slept at Amilia's house until the next day, Tuesday. Then, she slept at my house until Wednesday with Shakira. You guys probably are confused by what am I going to say right? Yeaah, that's just an introduction. Here I go,

Okay, on Tuesday night - aroung 9.30pm, Amilia, shakira and I were in my room, sitting around, hanging around yeah something like that. I already thought of telling him that I like him, since monday night. So, i decided to text him and I sent the msg and i throwed my phone on the bed . I wait and wait and wait for like 5 to 10 minutes and then i yelled at the phone "Fine! If you don't want to reply my text, then don't! although i'm expecting for you to reply*happy sad laughing face*". Then, Amilia laughed at me while she's reading 'Kampung Boy' story book on my bed.

"Amirah, where can i charge my phone?"-"Over there, near the closet"-"Okay, thanks". So, i went to my bathroom and take a bath. I came out, and the first thing i did was i checked my phone. *I'm nervous- Look at the phone, suddenly my face turned to sad face. Why? because there's no msg! Gah! So, i wore my pyjama and i sat down on my bed and milia sat on the floor in front of my bed because she's charging her phone and texting with her friend while reading the 'Kampung Boy' book. I'm doing my homework and constantly check my phone. So, i decided to focus on my homeworks.

*30 minutes later..

Suddenly, there was a light popped on my phone, i looked at it and there was two msg(i silenced it, so yeah. that's why the light popped). And that person was Amirul and Him! I replied Amirul's text first and then i replied his. When i looked at his text, i screamed out loud but just a short scream. Like, "Ah! 8O" with my effin' blushing face, so i covered my face with pillow. Amilia immediately stop typing and looked at me, and she was like " what's wrong*with her happy face-keningkening". I laughed like hell, LOL. I gave her my phone to read. and guess what he said, " I like you too" and there's more but i made it short cuz they are personal ;p

Amilia said" Ceeeh, mentang2 yr crush admitted that he likes you, yr face terus change haha!".

Hahaha, so we continued texting each other. And you know what happen to me right? When i text with my crush, i will not pay 100% on my homeworks. But at the end, i finished my homeworks, thanks to him. He made me focus on him and my homeworks c( ;

-It's kinda awkward to know that my childhood friend kinda like me too, it is just unbelievable. Cuz, they used to teased me(playing around) and i teased them back but we are not offenced by those words. Those times, sweet memories for me, for us! ;D We known each other since we were all in diapers! Haha, I just love and miss you guys so much. I wish I could see you guys again and be close friends.-

Why am I so happy today?

On the afternoon, i watched The Fame and Valentine Day on my cousin's laptop. The Fame is kinda boring, yeah kinda. For meeeee .Valentine Day, yeah fine, hehe.

So, about 4 o'clock I finished watching those stories. Later I took a shower and finished showering at 4.30 pm. Then Amilia and I went out to Taipan. We ate our lunch at Secret Recipes. We had one slice of Chocolate Indulgence and one ice chocolate whimped chocolate(yeah, something like that, haha). While I'm eating chocolate indulgence, i texted him.

We got back at 5 o'clock. We went up in Amilia's room and he still did reply my text. I'm waiting, i'm still waiting and waiting. While I'm waiting, i took some pictures of me near by Amilia's windows with her hot pink curtains. It's gorgeous, haha c( ;

At 5.10 pm, someone text me , i looked at my phone and his name showed up. I was like "Milia, look ! hahaha". So, i replied his text until 6.54pm. So, we continue chatting until 8.30pm.

And, until then. He didn't onlineee. So yeah.

Haha, but it's okay ;D

Sitting in the dark

Hey guys,

today in the evening, my house had a blackout. So we, my family and I had to wait for 4 hours. eating, sitting and talking in the dark! Thank god tak panas sangat. Hoho, Call TNB banyak kali, *sigh - penat.

Tapi, nasib baik certain part of the house ade electric. Bole la online :D Sooooooooooooooo, i am so bored. hha, actually i have nothing to say right.

Oh yeah, i'm worried about Mia's life. Of course, she's my friend. I hope she'll be fine and never regret what she have done in her life :)

May god bless you Ammelia Yasmin Azman <3

On the first day you text me, i feel nothing about you. Then the third time, i think I fell in love with you. But still, I'm not sure about that. Haha, I saw yr picture on Facebook and at first i thought that you're not that attractive, no offence but theeeen, I discovered why I have feelings for you. Its because the way you treated me and yr voiceeee~ I hope we remain to be friends and keep in touch. At the moment, I miss you, buuuuut i can't text you. Why? Because of yr phone. Go buy a new phone ;D Don't be lazy, hoho c( ;

I love you lah! <3

February 1st, 2010

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey!

Guys guys! Do you know what, one week after school opened, my school life is likeeee umm, how can i say this? SHIT maybe. I hate FAREQ ANUAR BIN HAMZAH because he is an asshole. Seriously:-

* Asshole.

* Rude.

*Takde maruah(felt guilty when I say like that).

* Have no respect to others.

* Have no life.

Why did I said like thaat? Because he is!

I still remember on 1st February 2O1O.

2O1O suppose to be a fresh great year for me, buuuuuut, he ruined it and i will never ever EVER forgive him for that!

I am pengawas percubaan at my school.

I have to jaga and don't let anyone walk at that place.

Later, Fareq and his friends came along.

Fareq, syafiq, kamaruzaman(what ever his name is) and several more pupil.

I said, " you guys can't walk over here"

fareq said, "you're only pengawas percubaan, you dont have to act like you are already terpilih"

Of course I offenced!

Later, Izzat came and said "i hate prefect"

I am already pissed with those bitches and izzat make me more pissed off!

That is so unfair and unlike him.

Well, you know what, i hate you guys.

FYI, i easily hate people after I determined about them. Deal with it, dumbass!

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After recess,

It's english timeeee! :D I'm searching for my english text book and i didn't found it. I shouted, " who take my english text book?". Fazira replied, " izzaaaat!". I went to his place and I said " i hate mat-rempit". Suddenly, Fareq a.k.a Asshole No.1 said " i hate a girl with a face like a mom and pregnant a baby" and I am shocked. And said back to him while i'm walking " aku benci orang yg couple dgn girlfriend die yang BOHSIA tu!"

Suddenly, sir Jawahar stopped us.

Until now,

we are still fighting as in don't talk to each other.

Well, you know what fareq, i'm glad that I'm not your effin' friend anymore.

Oh yeah, i regret to said that i felt guilty when i said that you dont have pride.

Actually, you really dont have PRIDEEEE.

Because you penah do sex voice in class which some pupil can here that and that is DISGUSTING okay.

Sape yng kawan ngan die tu, korang tak malu ke dapat kawan cam tu? Oh waaaait, korang dah biase. I get it. Good luck with that. Oh waaait again, i take it back. No luck for you on that.

Happy? Ohyeaaaah (:

Okay, here it goes.

On Thursday, 14 January 2O1O - Pegi skola macm biase. Tak best sgt, hoho.

Okay wait! I can't do this! *annoying happy face* Why do I have to be around the bush?!

OKAY this is the truth - Mase balik, I suruh yanti paling Imraaaaaaaaan*angel voice :Dhaha
And then yanti pun panggil .

Yanti- Imran!(sambil minum my air soya)
- imran cari-cari tapi xjumpe jugak.

P/S: tiga kali yanti panggil, tiga kali imran cari-cari sape panggil die .

The third time Yanti panggil, Imran pandang and pandang depan balik and balik kat kteorg balik pastu

I WAVE KAT DIE , muahahahaha*evil happy laugh
And guess what? Die pun WAVE BALIK KAT I :D

And then pukul 10.46 die text I. I tido awal malam tadi sebab letih sangat.
Besides, kalau tido lambat pun, bukan nye bole text die balik . Takde credit :(
Sorry Imran (:
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Okaaay, i know for y'all it's like nothing interesting but for me, it is.
When you like a person, you will know the feelings someday.

HAHA ape aku merepek ni.
Haaish, dah tak btul jadinye .

Haha,